Tuesday, August 31, 2004

hell of a day

Hi , Well about today i've many many things to say, First of all from today onwards i've to work alone for almost 3 days and than one of my colleagues will come and join me after a month of holidays. Well day begin well as i woke up very late and than rushed to bathroom to get ready and than came to office knowing that today just have to switch no editing as there will be LIVE telecast whole day tomorrow. So just enjoyes the switching and more to my surprise we got one LIVE today also of amost 1:30 Mins so just enjoyment no work today.

SO thats how my today was and looking forward to tomorrows longest LIVE in our channel, so will be able to edit peacefully w/o the tension of switching.

Thats all for today

Take care

Sunday, August 29, 2004


Still busy a lotttttttttttt hope to see you soon with more details

Saturday, August 28, 2004


Sorry, Today very busy..Neither have time nor anything special to say so Nothing from me today, Very Very busyyyyyyyyyyy


Friday, August 27, 2004


Well as these days i'm very busy, will update more from me in some more days, i mean after going to Night shift i'll try to update more frequently as possible.

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Little India Trip

So as i've said we ( Me and MY friend Praful) went to Little India.As i ve decided to go directly from the night shift, but due to Praful i've to change my plan and have to go to my place to have some food and than decided to go , we left around 10:00am in the morning. reached Pathumthani and from there we got 33 No. bus for Little India for a 2:30 mins journey..( At the starting Praful was very enthisiastic and energetic but as the time passed he start feeling the heat and start feeling sleeply and bored.but me....was jus talking and talking and talking...and let me tell you this thing that whenever i've travelling in a bus, specially in Thailand i feels that i'm talking too much, I think very much,In between Praful keeps on asking me that hey is this Bus going on the right way or not......And i used to show him the milestones which i've kept in mind so that i also feel that yeh baby bus in on the right way.....

At last around 1:00 pm we reache there and for the rest of the story wait for my next post


Sunday, August 22, 2004

At Last

Yes at last i'm getting a holiday and it's confirmed now and one more thing is also confirmed and that is i'll be going to Little India and also not alone but with Praful, So i hope we will have fun and enjoyment and lots and lots of Indian stuffs,

thats all for now

Saturday, August 21, 2004


Hey guys i'm back again and today well there's nothing to say just as the preparation for my Little India trip.I've to change alsmost 3 DVD's and want to buy around 10-12 Hindi Movies so let's hoep I can get all of the Movies, So that i don't have to go again atleat in this trip. Ne ways today will be my last night shift as tomorrow i'll be having holiday and will not be coming on onday night and will be coming in day shift on Tuesday.

Well that's all from me for today have a nice time

Friday, August 20, 2004


Hi I'm back, well let me tell you todays shift was gr8 as i finished off work in time and happy that the other channels work will also be finished so no need to do an extra work and have fun again tomorrow morning,

More to tell you is that today i've changed the channel as one of our senior has came back from Indis so he will be takingover from me the flagship channel of our group and i'll be shifted to the other channel, as the oher guy got holiday and he will be changing shift from Sunday, More is that todays Tea was a great refreshing as we had a Puris (small roti made of wheat flour and fried) to have with so it was a gr8 as he came back from India with some news back from there and from the office as it feels good to talk about India and office over there. This wil continue till 2-3 more days and than it will be as rotine as ever again than 1 of the guy will be going back to India and so again a shift change and again the same thing repeated and than other guy will be coming from India and the same cycle is running here from last 5 yrs ( 4 yrs for me as i've just finished 4 yrs on July 7th), at that time only 1 was married and all other were bacheors and now only 2 out of 6 guys are left all other are married and have kids back home, 1 of us have girl twins, We were very happy when w heard that news( One of the guy made a joke that " He saved money for the hospial for the second time" It was a gr8 fun than...we had a double treat ffrom him and on this note we will might have a treat very soon as our channel will be 5yrs old, So party time again folks...

Well thats all for today as i'm feeling hungry and want to have Milo with some biscuits and so bye for now.

Thursday, August 19, 2004

My holiday

Hey i'm back again and today let me tell you frankly i've nothing to write coz my mind at present is absolutely blank. So don't know wht to write. I might have a shift change on Monday, and i don't know after going in the day shift i will be able to keep posting this or not if not than it could be as far as i'll stay in the day shift as in day shift i can't get time and PC to post it.

Moreover is that nothing spl.is happening these days in my life, Oh yes i might be going to Little India in Bangkok to buy some Hindi Movies DVD and to have some gr8 indian food available there. It feels good to go there as i can see (Not to meet, as i don't know any1 except the DVD shop owner) and it feels like I'm bak in India.Also it gives some refreshment to our mind as we don't have holidays here in bangkok atleast in my job and we only get holiday after may be say 15-25 days only...thats also to change the shifts.feels strange but true...i've asked one of the guys in other channel to come with me but he couldn't so i'll go alone,Last time when i went in my last trip we went togather.

Little India (Phaurat) is almost 2-3 hrs of bus journey and it's very tiring journey,but when you reach there all your feeling get rejuvinated and you feel fresh. As i'll be going after doing night shift it will make me fully exhausted when i'll be back around 2:00pm Thai time, I am hoping to go directly from the office only so that i can come back as soon as possible, and can have some rest as i've to start a fresh new day shift very next day..

Well thats all for today and hope will be able to post my experience of Little India trip in my next post or may be after 2-3 days. But will not not be so long as my earlier posts.

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Love Quotes 1

You love coz you weep.You weep coz you hurt. You hurt coz you fail, You fail coz you try, You try coz you need, You need coz you want, You want coz you feel, You feel coz you live, You live coz you love.

Love is not how you forget but how you forgive, Not how you listen but how you understand, Not what you see but what you feel & not how you let go but how you hold on.

Love is like quicksand the deeper you fall in the harder it is to get out.

It hurts to love some1 who dosn't give you the time of day, but it hurts more when you realise that some1 you don't give the time of day loved you and gave it up coz you loved another.

Looks may capture the eyes but it's the personality that captures the heart love can sometimes be magic-but magic can sometimes be an ILLUSION.

*In Reality*...The player isn't actually playing the other person..he's playing himself...

You can close your eyes to thing you don't want to see.But you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel.

People fall in love not knowing you nor how..It's so special a feeling that it dosen't require much answers .You juat love no matter ow stupid you become.

Love Quotes

Have you ever noticed a heart is two upside down teardrops, The hardest thing to do is to watch the one you love, love somebody else.

The virtue of love isn't finding the perfect person, but by loving the inpefect person perfectly, they say true love is just round the corner i must be walking in circles.

People say that when love comes knocking on your door let it in. But sometimes love comes through a backdoor & by the time you notice it's on it's way out.

God gave you 2 legs to walk. 2 hands to hold, 2 ears to hear. 2 eyes to see.But why did he give you only 1 heart? Probably because HE wants you to look for the other.

Some thoughts are better kept unsaid. Some feelings are better kept to urself, because love has it's way of expressing itself despite the silence.

True love dosn't have a happy ending. True love dosen't have an ending.

Love is like a rose it blossoms then dies.

Don't find love, let love find you, That's why it's called falling in love coz you dont force yourself -you just do.

If you want me to fall for you-You have to give me something worth tripping over.

If love isn't a game then why there are so many players?

my life

my life

Tuesday, August 17, 2004


It's really painfull to say goodbye to some1 else that you don't want to let go, but it's even more painful to ask some1 to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way is should be.

Love? it's kind of complicated, but really ...the second you're willing to make yourself miserable, to make some1 else happy, thats love right there...

You will know when you really love some1 when you want him to be happy even if their happiness means you are not a part of it

The sapce between our fingers were created so that another persons fingers could fill them in.

If some1 comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much..just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you happy for a while.

If I had the latters "HRT', I can add "EA" to get a "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT".
But I'd rather choose "U" and get "HURT" rather than have a "HEART" without "U"

There are some things that we never want to let go of...people we never want to leave behind;but keep in mind that letting go is not the end of the world, but rather it is the beginnig of a new life.

Just because some1 dosen't love you the way you want him or her to,dosen't mean they don't love you with all he or she have.

Remember that the best relationship is when your love for each other is greater than need for each other.

Two tear drops were floating down the river.One teardrop to theo ther,"I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him.Who are you?"..I'm the teardrop of the manwho regret letting a girl go.."

You'll know that you miss some1 very much when everytime you think of a person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick "Hello" from that person can bring the broken pieces back....

When you love some1 draw a circle around their name insted of a heart because hearts can be broken but circles never end.

Just a thought: what would you do if the only person who could make you stop crying is the person who makes you cry?

Giving some1 all your love is not an assurance that he will love you back.Don't expect love in return, wait for it to grow in his heart, if it dosn't, be contented it grows in you.

When friends fall in love, it means they are meant for each other.But when friends fall out of love, it means they want to keep each other forever.

Don't be too good I will miss you.Don't be too caring, I might like you.Don't be too sweet, I might fall.
It's heard for me to love you when your won't love after all....

If you love me, please let me know because it hurts to love when you have to go, Take care of me, Don't go away because if you love, you will stay..I ove you and do you know why?You got me when you first said 'Hi'.

What if some1 tell you this :I don't believe in courtship. It's just a waste of time,If i love the person, i'l tell her right away.but for you I will make an exception ....just love me now and i'll court you forever...

A man realized he wanted his love back. Not wanting to get hurt, the girl said 'no'. the man cried to God and asked 'If it is meant to be, Why did i loose her?'God replied " My child, you didn't loose her, you let her go..."

Of all the words of tongue and pen, these are the saddest: "It could have been..."

No garden is complete without a rose to make it sweet . No life is ever full without some1 to share it with, So take care of the person you love.

When all the wishes in your heart, all the dreams you've ever had, and all the things you've always hoped for soared into the sky and were reflected in some1 else's eyes; than you've found your destiny...

It's always beter to have found the courage to love even if you lose it in the end rather than never found love because you wrer too afraid of the challenge.

It's best to...
wait for he one you wnat rather than settle for the one available, best to wait for the one you love rather than the one who's around, Best to wait for the right one beacuse life is too short to be wasted on he wrong person.

I cry for the time you were alomost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, The old the new.I cry for the times I thought I had you !

Relationships are like glass, sometimes it is better to leave them broken rather than to hurt yourself putting it back togather, or worse, have nothing strong to bind it togather.

You never lose in loving.You only lose in holding back.

Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you, don't drive it away from you beacuse if you did, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once next to you.

I will not love you for the rest of your life but for the rest of mine.

You make me smile for no reason whatsoever, you make me laugh at the unfunniest things, but most of all, you make me love you When I shouldn't be loving you.

I shouldn't love to fill an empty space...But to have somebody stay by his as the missing place in this life heals his own.

The greatest challenge in our life is to find some1 who knows our flaws and diffrences and yet willingly embraces you with so moch love.

When you look for the right person you always end up with the wrong one. but when you just sit by the corner and wait, he comes along and shres corner with you.

If time never stands still, I'll never leave your side. It may be too hard for me at times that you will not see me; but in my heart, you'll always be found.

If I were to describe love, I would compare it with what one snowwoman did to another snowman---he gave her a warm embrace and togather they melted in each other's arms.

" Whenever I watch romantic movies, witness couples kiss and make-up, listen to love songs..I smile and feel good'cause I know that love still works, if not for me, at least to others"--Ally Mcbeal.

I have to admit that I fell in love twice. First was with you and second was with person you became when you were already mine.

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most : saying something and wishing you hadn't, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest to say.

Don't be afraid to tell some1 you love them. if you do, they might break your heart, But if you don't you might break theirs and yours.

Have you ever decided not to become a couple beacuse you were so afraid of losing whatever good will you already had with that person?

Your heart decides who it likes, and who it dosen't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on it's own, when you least suspect it or even you don't want it to.

Have your ever wanted to love some1 wih everything you had, but the other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we're too afraid to care too much. For fear that the other peson does not care as much, or at all.

Have you ever loved some1 and they had absolutely no idea whatsoever? Or they fell for your best friend in the entire world, and than you sat around and watched him or her fall for some1 else?

Have you ever denied your feelings for some1 because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we're afraid..afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks, and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had.

A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes.

Sunday, August 15, 2004


Today i want to write about my experince of rain in my latest trip to India. Well it was fantatsic. I always have a liking for the rainy season (well i do like winter coz i love to sleep for hours and feels lazy to wake up in the morning, and what i like most about summer is that we have vacation in the schools so will be able to meet my family and cousin) So now lets begin the rain, Well this year rain in India came very late almost a month and so when i went back to India in July i was expecting it to pour her love on me(rainy Season). I got it right when i experienced right on the same day i reached India, I thought i'll meet her(Rain) as soon as i'll reach there but got it late and got almost half the way home as we have stopped near a reataurent to have a gr8 heavy dinner for all except mom as she have her dinner before 7:30pm. ne ways at the halfway of our dinner rain started and guess what....in continued for alost 7 days excpet for 1 day when we went out to see Chowpatty Beach with my family. On that also i was wondering how rain dosen't come as same like London..Mumbai's rian is not a surity, I mean it cane come at any time and can go on for almost all the 7 days non stop..Strange but its true. I've always noticed that if the rain starts on Saturday than it will go on till Monday morning or may be the whole week disrupting all the Local trains and Bus services as peopls has to just seat at home and watching their Tv ahnd having hot stuffs like Tea and some spicy indian snacks...Mouthwatering...(At least for me as i'm Back in Bangkok) Thats the most worst part in rainy season.i mean to stay away form home, can't enjoy the laziness and all that stuffs which i mentioned earlier , Further to tell you is that rain just dont bring chaos in transport system only but also some health problem also, but i think as they say ''there are no free lunches in this world'' some bad thing salso come with such a heavy rain i mean Mud, dirty roads and the bad breath on the roadside but still i love this season most as i love to get wet and when i come home love to have hot Tea ffrom the loving hands of my wife (oh! it's such a wonderful experience) Can't express in words.What more it bring is that if you wake up in the morning and find that it;s still raining.. than it feels bad as you sometimes have to go to office as there is no other option to seat back everyday as rain is doing it's work and you have to do yours, so get ready for the wet travelling in the crowdy wet rush of mumbai as it's jam packed and also dno't forget to take your umbrella with you as you never know when it will be useful, than after managing to get in to train the travel of not to get wet starts and somehow you manges to get your station and just at the time of getting down some1 just falls over you and oh no! all your cloth gets wet and you say oh no ! not again and can't help but to go office in this nwhole new look of yours and than starts the episode of geeting yourself dried out by some innovative way (i Don't know which way)than after finisheing whole day at office somehow you just pray so that rain dosen't comes at the time of going home coz you got dried out just a few hours before and not to get wet again, but to your bad luck the train which you get itself fully wet as it was raining from where it came so again the same story, You go home have your dinner have some good time with your family and go to sleep( Don't forget to pray that rain Plz dont come atleast at my office hours HAHAHAHA......) joking ..Lets hope nobody gets his/her day like this unless you like the rainy season i do. As i ove to get wet.

Thats all for today and hope to come up with some more in this series

Thursday, August 12, 2004

my life

Hi I'm back again, It's friday here and it's gonaa be a hectic night shift as it's going to be a whole shift full of work huh...hopes the log comes in time and will be able to finish as soon aspossible so that the other channel people dosn't have to work more, thats all i want to do today, More is i had called up back at my place and i messed up all agin by not asking IMP things, So now again i've to call up and remind them, ( As i'm staying away from my family, i'm in Bangkok and they are back in India)have to call every weekend, as i miss them all very much and also miss my sweet little cutie Kresha whose just got 1yr this July , She just looks like me in my childhood, i love her most, and misses her most, She is very naughty nowadays and plays well with everybody, When she went out with at my inlaws place for 2 months everybody in my apartment was kep asking about her, especially the kids who love her, as they come for a tution just next flat to us, all of them comes twice to have a play with her at the time of arrival at the tutuion and and the departure form their tution,she also enjoy playing with all the kids and let me tell you 1 interesting thing that is she only loves watching my channel (as i'm working in a Tv channel) no other channel she likes at this age also, it just me me wonder how can she able to recognise all those things, more to it is she just likes commercials only nothing else, the momnet episode start she turns her face away for Tv, what more to tell, t's almost 7:00 am in the morning here in bangkok and just 1 hour left for my shift to get over and than go home have my Breakfast or lunch whatever you say..as we just have food twice in a day one in the morning at around 9:00 am in the morning and may be around 1-2 am in the moring next day nothing else, it's been a very tough job here and in takes involves a lot of mental stress as we need to be alert all 12 hrs of job as everything is going ON AIR has to be handle by me. So its a preety stress making job but at the end of it i do make a good money back in India. and can live a uxurious life which everybody want to live, and i like this job as it includes one of my hobby thats Music as my channel is Music channel, so it's a creative cum enjoyment work which i'm enjoying.what to tell further..i think thats all for today ..bye for now and hope to see you all on sunday

Wednesday, August 11, 2004


Hi This jigar form India. writing for the first time (actually 2nd time) as my first post o delete myself by misatake, can't help as i was new at that time. hope this time i'll not repeat the mistake,

what to write..huh...well one of my friend says that i do have good writing ability but don't know myself be able to write or not, may be i'm..coz when i write letters to my wife..i just keep on writing and don't know where to stop..so sometimes i just finish them abrupltly and finishe it off as i have to finish them to post them,strangly i can't tell her personally what i can write so i think it's a better way to express myself and to stay away from being getting depressed..which i suffered in last 2-3 months, I never know what is acidity in whole of my 29 years life and now i have hyper acidity..have to always keep tablets with me to cope with that problem..now it seems to be in control, but never know when it will hit me back and i'll have to gain start all those tablets which i don't want to..

Well about this blog..let me tell you that it's just try or moreover you can say that it's a punching bag where i can put my belifs and thoughts as i myself being a very senti person..got disturbed my things happen around me so to get a sigh of relif i thought this could be a gr8 medium to help me out that's all a story to start my blog,i'll try to make it a daily affair as far as possible untill i'm in the night shift as day shift is vey hectic and full of work no time to check even mails also so i think i'll be able to maintain this thing only in th night shift and only from Saturday to Thrsday as Friday is again a hectic night time for me as workload is extremly high.so lets hope that will be able to maintain this..further to tell you is that it's been a long time i've ever told about myself to anybody so hope through this i'll be able to tell ppl about me and myself and will be able to draw attention od people and will be able to know how good i'm at writing, I'll try to tell more about me,myself and my life in the upcoming blogs and hope will get some comments (good or bad both are welcome) as will improve my writing skills and my knowledge..may be also will be able to make new friends if possible of the same intrests.i think i've to finish for today as my friend has lines up to use this PC as i'm using my company's PC to write this blog, So bye for today will see you tomorrow with more of me